"wild hair whining"
July 2, 2001, 2:31 a.m.

I've spent all day redesigning my layout. Now that I have the design done, I've got to slice the images and set up the tables. Then I'll have to load it up to the diary. Oh my - it's so difficult being a perfectionist. Problem is I usually notice afterwards - months later...all the mistakes I made with the design. That's why I'm trying hard to be cognizant of and solve any problems early on in the design phase when it's much easier to correct.

Other than that, I'm asking myself what the heck I'm still doing up? It's me. I'm on a tear again. Oh well. Are we obsessed? Are we compulsive? Are we sacrificing sleep for the creative process? Yeeeaaahhh. I think so!

I hate that I am my most creative self between midnight and daybreak. It really messes things up when I get a creative wild hair up my butt which takes me over and possesses me and then the next thing you know it's almost 3:00 a.m. and I hafta go to work in the morning.

Whaaa! Whaaa! Whaaa! Life's a bitch and then wouldn't you know - I become one, because if I don't, I'll just sit here and whine the rest of the night.

Ah-me. Geez-Louise, get me outta here!

By the way. I chopped all my hair off. It's so short-short-short like Anne Heche short.

So on that note... I must say good night all!